before

il y a quelque chose ici...je ne peux pas expliquer.

à plus tard, je crois?



and again

"
all my dreams are memories that i can't place to
a
time or a face.

"

bye

if youknew my story word for word; had all of my history,
would you go along with someone like me?

EVERYTHING
IS
UNEXPECTED

oh my god- canada in less than 2 weeks. that's strange


I
FEELSO
WEIRD
and i really don't like iit but it feels like what i'm missing- stupidstupidstupid

i love movie nights because they remind me of one of the best years of my life- so far. AFter next year that will change

sunday was the best night of my life.

and i feeeeeeeeeeellloelleell
so0
good

well my old smells grew some new smells and i just couldn't smell them all.

i smell my sister in the winter, my father in the fall.

we talk and talk and talktalk talk think think? talkkonly

flypretty
waitpretty
kiss





my thumb is absolutely throbBalicious.
by the way, vent? ok.
i am tired of constantly recreated awkward situations. it's inevitable if you make it that way and oh, you did.
YOURINTENTIONs should be rearranged- your priorities, literally thrown off of a cliff. just think things through for one single second--I AM TOO TIRED OF THIS and honestly, you should know that. keep to your business, as well.





sketchy car outside of my house.
learn more about your grandparents.
start relationships that will not abruptly end.

flight's booked!
CD's made!
tonight


the spare baby tire grew like wildfire- the dire desire of the entire empire flew from the lips of those who

HEAR
but the bugs stayed in the ground until the disaster subsided. that grassy war raged on towards the pacific- directionally legit, they say.

i should have known that festival would cure just about everything...


I JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE!

clap your hands.

what a too-filled, overflowing, radiating, regurgitative week spring b reak has been. i'm ready for it to be over?
clap yourhands


i'm so happy for letters
and i'm so happy for near futures
but i'm trying to relax on far futures
so don't talk about them, ok?
ALRIGHT-LET'SGO!

dizzy, not better

1. and so, one leg is shorter than the other. can nothing more be done?

2. my heaven is a nice house in the sky

7. up and down the todays lead me to further believe nothing

5. but side to side will make me sufficiently better

9. where's the medium?

10. i've been waiting a while, whii-ii-ii-iile.

MY THROAT NEEDS SOME REST

ithink you are really fit,
you're fit..

but, my gosh, don't you just know it?

ever feel good doing homework?

ouais ouais je vais a l'espace. qu'est-ce que tu vas faire?

what else am i supposed to do?
what am i supposed to do to begin with?

so much advice but no solution in sight. i feel so bad so condescending so guilty always and nothing should be like that.

dear button,
give me something in return.
love,
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well this was boring

don't...don't lost hope!
no no nononono non ononono
don't feel sad!

i wish i was tired
but then i don't
and

god i just know that the anticipation is rising increasing heightening bleh bloo and it's gettin' good mmmmm you know it's gettin' yeah and i'm discovering some new and i'm likinnnng that and when you look at the flowers
you'll
see it.

look at the flowers

soule's dictionary.


today was great.
WHO HEARD?
yeah

so i was feeling thinking i was feelnking that things will get better. things will get great and that all i can do is wait and at this point i can't not be ok with that so i am
ok
with th
at.


I'VE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN SURVIVE!

baffling leaves from skies
of blazing lies
and we've found something
something with those wings
that we couldn't decipher
but he tried for her
and it made me flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ONE IN A MILLION, AND THEN THEY CAN CALL ME BRILLIANT!
IF I SUCCEED!
STRAY CATS!

i had a good dinner, it was mcallisters. it was a good dinnnnnnnnuh. and today REMAINS chouette
ou
magnifique
ou quelquechose d'autre que tu préfères.
mais
i love super the bestt!


i'm loving my new music

today was:

an improvement
forced
enjoyable (partial's better than not)
accepting (on my part)
nice
concluding (i'm hoping)
a little disappointing (no shreve friday)
hungry
surprising
learning
discovering




communication knows he's the bitch.
write letters


CLOUDS [ sailboats, spraypaint, horseshoes] you?

i feeel funny
and urgent

but then i don't because things just don't matter anymore. not this year noo!

camping's always good the air was good the fire was good the antenna was good and sleeping was different we need different but the wind was the best and designs take so much time so much sense that i just got caught up! now the lines wait but i won't get to them because that's just the way i do things it should change but i can't seem to make that happen maybe next year because this one's hopeless i'm feeling comfortable i'm feeeeling funky and all these books waitwait i'm feeling the books and the lamp that stopped working looong ago.

i went to space yesterday and i sat on a mountain (a mound) and i felt the oxygen that's not really oxygen it was recycled and i still have it in my room (i'm switching those room things) so now i'll have caarpet and windows and dogs.

an arrowed cloud-- '07

i'm gonna come atcha like a spider monkey!

break break
you make me ache
because your cake
is almost ate
and i feel that fate
is saying wait...
no more break.
SHIIIIT

GOD HELP ME.

IT'S THE SOUND THAT MAKES ME PUNCH INFANTS!






oh, wicked witch of the wessssssssssssssssst.

break's been amazing but not really break-like. i don't know why. i don't feel like i had a holiday break, just a fantastical week of magnificence.


now, memorization is no fun.